Lately I posted a lot about QT4/KDE4 now it’s time to post some private stuff.

I received a lot of mails in the last 3-4 weeks about what happened to me.
The answer is easy: First of all we had ports freeze from Oct 8 to Oct 22.
I also got bad news from my mother 3.5 months ago. My mom’s cancer is back.
It began 4 years ago with breast cancer, but she won the fight. Last year we
got the cancer diagnose and were really hard shocked. She had an operation and
got chemotherapy but never really recovered. 3.5 months ago in the next medical
checkup cancer was diagnosted in liver and kidneys. 3 weeks ago I got a call
from my dad that my mother is now in hospital because she can’t eat or drink
without vomiting. She got a feeding tube and the first 3-4 days it looked good a
we had a little hope that she will live. But two days ago I got another call
from my dad that my mother passed away on 20:32 (CEST). I knew it was only a
question of time and I am very sad about all this though realistically seen it
is better because she had a lot of pains. Now I hope that she looks from heaven
to my family from time to time. The funeral will be next Monday. So I need a bit
of distraction. I will spend time with my family over the weekend and a bit on
FreeBSD so I can divert myself a bit.

So long..